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Missing

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I miss you.

I miss your hands, grabbing my shirt clumsily, trying to slip it off my head without ever losing the contact your lips have with mine, trying to get me naked without needing to lose sight of me for an instant.
I miss your shudder, when you've just shed your pants and we've smashed together on the bed, underwear sill intact if only for an instant, as you shiver and live only for the feel of my body and the sound of my breathing.
I miss your touch, gentle along the side of my breast, going down my naked side, changing from one finger to two to your whole hand as you hold me, tightly, to make me know I'm yours.
I miss your lips, under my earlobe, while your varied breath tells me you love me, chocking the last word as I slip my hand between your legs, feeling you hard and anxious under my teasing fingers.
I miss the pain, as you slowly make your way inside me, trying not hurt me and failing so gloriously my eyes roll back and I arch, moaning, biting and sucking your finger as hard as I can so that I don't scream or cry.
I miss your eyes, wide and watery, staring down at me as you slide in and out of me, as I scratch away at your back, not caring if I leave marks, not caring if anyone sees it because it means you'll be mine forever.
I miss you final word, that breathless 'I love you' you utter just before you come, just before you come deep inside me because we forgot the condom again, before you collapse on my chest, sweaty and beautiful.
I miss the weight, crushing me as you sleep, still hard and lodged in me, too tired to pull out, too tired to get off me, to tired to do anything but feel my fingers running through my hair and hear my hurried heartbeat in your sleeping ears.

I miss you. And now I have to do it all myself.
Possibly one of the saddest things I've written.

Sick. Throwing up. Fuck the thumbnail. Am I allowed to say fuck?
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heavens-jester's avatar
So good, brought a tear to my eye and a funny feeling in my tummy :)